HOW DO PEOPLE FALL ASLEEP SO FAST I DON’T UNDERSTAND I HAVE TO CREATE AND ACT OUT A WHOLE FUCKING MOVIE LENGTH STORY IN MY HEAD AND THEN CONTEMPLATE THE MEANING OF LIFE BEFORE I EVEN FEEL TIRED AND THIS BITCH STARTS SNORING IN TWO MINUTES
obama is the most chill president ever and he is just so fucking tired of everyones shit
the only time all of tumblr accepts comic sans: valentines day
Disney Couples from the Walt Disney Animation Studios films. (Sorry, No Pixar. There are 30 gifs here, that’s why I didn’t include them.)
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WHERE IS AURORA AND PHILIP?
They’re right next to Simba and Nala.
"how to perfect the natural, no makeup look"
step 1. you will need these 27 cosmetic products
because theft is illegal
I can’t understand it. I’ll have had a really good day, but then one tiny little insignificant but hurtful comment or bad piece of news will make me question everything. I know it doesn’t make any sense, this vast melodrama, but I’ve never been any good at rationalism..
Bruce is like “Our identities were a secret? I knew who you guys were 6 months ago.”
bats knows what pjs you got for xmas ok
HE KNOWS ALL
Internet fame kidnapped my best friend.
Anybody on YouTube might have heard of Alex Maloney aka ThatCrazyChick. She does modelling, she’s a huge New Empire fangirl, she loves Troye Sivan and Tyler Oakley and makes videos.
I met her way back in 2011 at a New Empire concert. She had an awesome pair of striped socks and is a generally very exciteable girl, so she was rocketing off the walls and floor when I met her. She was introduced to For Our Hero at that show - one of my favourite bands - and we kept in touch before meeting up again at FOH 2012 in Brisbane. We made good friends and with every new band we got into together, we just became closer friends until it got to the point where I would call her one of my sisters.
There was a point in time where I had zero dollars. I wasn’t working, uni had finished and so had my government support, and so I was resorting to cheap methods to entertain myself. Alex and I didn’t talk for about a fortnight or so. Then she developed an addiction (or came out about her addiction) to YouTubers, YouTube, and viral media in general. She met Troye Sivan in Brisbane last December. She started doing videos and because everyone knew her from New Empire and the band scene in general, they started watching. She hit a few hundred subscribers, congratulations for her.
Snapchat. I hadn’t really held many conversations on Snapchat with her, just the odd pic here and there with a daily update if I felt like it. But she started sending Snapchats, group SCs where she addressed all of us as “fans”. She began to treat me among her fans. She also began treating other close friends of hers among her fans.
Let’s get a few things straight. Alex has been through some pretty tough and trying times and we’ve supported her as best we can through those. I’ve had days where I’ve dropped everything for this girl. I’ve only ever addressed some of my mental crap with her once or twice and I’ve never put anything on her that I don’t think she can handle. I’ve never watched any of her videos, originally for legitimate reasons but afterwards because I don’t see myself as her fan. I was, and hope I still am, her friend. One of her best friends - one of her sisters from the hood, so to speak.
Since she hit that milestone of subscribers, she’s had less and less time for me. She hasn’t had time to help me out with really important stuff - I got evicted and she couldn’t even find an hour or two to help me pack. Maybe I’m being a bit petty about this but I’ve provided an excuse for her to stalk bands or a crash base before or after gigs for her. She actually stayed at my place the night before she met Troye because she wanted to get to the place early and her mum wouldn’t drop her in before 10. It would have been nice for her to come and help out, even just a couple of hours.
I dunno, maybe I’m being petty or something, but I’m just getting annoyed because I’m not her fan, I never have seen her in a role model or celebrity-esque light, like with For Our Hero or All Time Low. I count her among my friends but it feels like she’s counting me among her fans.
It’s kind of a reality check, really. Slap in the face that shows you what happens to the closest friends of these famous people. Maybe I could start up vlogging but I’m not really keen on that idea, to be honest. I can barely even upload a post weekly to my other blog, how would I manage to film, cut, edit a video weekly?
Still, it’s kind of upsetting. I want my friend back.